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[Enjin Archive] I hate my Computer...
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Ok, It's been a while since I last had the abilty to get onto the computer at the library, as things have not improved at all. In fact, they have worsened by a factor of 10.

As I did my income taxes, and discovered that I will more then likely need to pay $1000-1200 because E.I. and my former employer Pollara, did not take enough taxes out even tho I had sent requests to them to do just that. I had asked them so i could specificially avoid this situation, as I HAD done every year.. until now :\

As well, I've become more and more depressed with each passing day lately, to the point I've thought about commiting suicide several times. I've called the mental health center at the request of my doctor (after I went to go see her) to book an appointment to go speak with a councilor because of this, as I am having an increasingly hard time trying to find a reason to let myself live anymore, with all the troubles on my end.

Being so far away from any town or city, living in the country, with usually no abilty to travel unless for a doctors' or medical appointment, due to the shotage of gas money, and thus fuel for the car, leaves me trapped in my home which right now to me, feels like a fricken prison\jail. With no parol. I only have a phone, T.V with cable, and an Xbox 360 with no Xbox Live, and only 10 games for it, of which I have played 30+ times each.. but due to my increasing restlessness and unimaginalbly large feeling of boredom, I have taken to either go for hour long walks, or sleeping all day, because I literally have nothing else to do.

I have applied to over 40+ places for jobs in the meantime, from such stores like Zellers, Sobeys, Superstore, McDonalds, and Staples, to smaller locally owned business such as Dixies, Pizza Shack, I'ntér Marché and even Senior Residences and at my Hospital's Kitchen/cafeteria, in the effort to find a job. Of which each place I go, tells me they are not hiring at this time, or that if I am not bilengual, I have no chance to be hired by them (I was told at several places, If I am not french, to practically "GTFO"). Other places, when I try to follow up with them, give my the response "Don't call us, we'll call you." This is a large reason for my depression, being treated in this biased manner.

Honestly guys, I do not know what to do anymore. I need help.

My phone number is (506) 542-9729. I cannot afford long disance charges, so you'll have to call me. But that costs you money, so I know nobody will call, but still I will put it here regardless in case someone can. I am in need of someone to talk to now.
Dude , relax.... u will find a job trust me <object class="emojione" data="https://resources.enjin.com/1489581540/themes/core/images/emojione/svg/1f642.svg?0" type="image/svg+xml" standby=":)">:)</object>
HKX-4-7 wrote:
Ok, It's been a while since I last had the abilty to get onto the computer at the library, as things have not improved at all. In fact, they have worsened by a factor of 10.

As I did my income taxes, and discovered that I will more then likely need to pay $1000-1200 because E.I. and my former employer Pollara, did not take enough taxes out even tho I had sent requests to them to do just that. I had asked them so i could specificially avoid this situation, as I HAD done every year.. until now :\

As well, I've become more and more depressed with each passing day lately, to the point I've thought about commiting suicide several times. I've called the mental health center at the request of my doctor (after I went to go see her) to book an appointment to go speak with a councilor because of this, as I am having an increasingly hard time trying to find a reason to let myself live anymore, with all the troubles on my end.

Being so far away from any town or city, living in the country, with usually no abilty to travel unless for a doctors' or medical appointment, due to the shotage of gas money, and thus fuel for the car, leaves me trapped in my home which right now to me, feels like a fricken prison\jail. With no parol. I only have a phone, T.V with cable, and an Xbox 360 with no Xbox Live, and only 10 games for it, of which I have played 30+ times each.. but due to my increasing restlessness and unimaginalbly large feeling of boredom, I have taken to either go for hour long walks, or sleeping all day, because I literally have nothing else to do.

I have applied to over 40+ places for jobs in the meantime, from such stores like Zellers, Sobeys, Superstore, McDonalds, and Staples, to smaller locally owned business such as Dixies, Pizza Shack, I'ntér Marché and even Senior Residences and at my Hospital's Kitchen/cafeteria, in the effort to find a job. Of which each place I go, tells me they are not hiring at this time, or that if I am not bilengual, I have no chance to be hired by them (I was told at several places, If I am not french, to practically "GTFO"). Other places, when I try to follow up with them, give my the response "Don't call us, we'll call you." This is a large reason for my depression, being treated in this biased manner.

Honestly guys, I do not know what to do anymore. I need help.

My phone number is (506) 542-9729. I cannot afford long disance charges, so you'll have to call me. But that costs you money, so I know nobody will call, but still I will put it here regardless in case someone can. I am in need of someone to talk to now.

Suicide really hunter?

bro you have to keep you chin up,because beyond your gaming life is reality.

it seems to me that you need to grasp life and clinch it with you willpower.

the willpower to survive.

i was raised in the ghetto dude..i sold drugs from 10 to 23 years old.

Also was a drug addict because i looked at life the way you did.

I been trought a lot of shit bro so from me to you i'm saying DONT GIVE UP , KEEP HOLDIN ON.

i've been clean and legit for 3 years and i FEEL WAY BETTER then when i was depressed.

I Pushed hard man...pushed so hard until somthing came around.

I live in moncton right now, i'm willing to talk to my lady to see if we can help you move here.

but you if do...were gonna wake up early in the mornings to find you work.

we have plenty of english districts because moncton is 75% english with dieppe is a mostly a french district.

PLZ reply asap...find out about bus fares...get yo momma to help for the ticket.

move here...il set you up on the couch for now....

if you can get a job...we wont charge you rent man....jsut work..get your money right.

find yourself a spot to live after and boom a starting point back to life.

no one can't say I ain't a caring dude...

so get at me as soon as possible man.Il talk over details privately like address and phone number.
omegatekanina wrote:
HKX-4-7 wrote:
Ok, It's been a while since I last had the abilty to get onto the computer at the library, as things have not improved at all. In fact, they have worsened by a factor of 10.

As I did my income taxes, and discovered that I will more then likely need to pay $1000-1200 because E.I. and my former employer Pollara, did not take enough taxes out even tho I had sent requests to them to do just that. I had asked them so i could specificially avoid this situation, as I HAD done every year.. until now :\

As well, I've become more and more depressed with each passing day lately, to the point I've thought about commiting suicide several times. I've called the mental health center at the request of my doctor (after I went to go see her) to book an appointment to go speak with a councilor because of this, as I am having an increasingly hard time trying to find a reason to let myself live anymore, with all the troubles on my end.

Being so far away from any town or city, living in the country, with usually no abilty to travel unless for a doctors' or medical appointment, due to the shotage of gas money, and thus fuel for the car, leaves me trapped in my home which right now to me, feels like a fricken prison\jail. With no parol. I only have a phone, T.V with cable, and an Xbox 360 with no Xbox Live, and only 10 games for it, of which I have played 30+ times each.. but due to my increasing restlessness and unimaginalbly large feeling of boredom, I have taken to either go for hour long walks, or sleeping all day, because I literally have nothing else to do.

I have applied to over 40+ places for jobs in the meantime, from such stores like Zellers, Sobeys, Superstore, McDonalds, and Staples, to smaller locally owned business such as Dixies, Pizza Shack, I'ntér Marché and even Senior Residences and at my Hospital's Kitchen/cafeteria, in the effort to find a job. Of which each place I go, tells me they are not hiring at this time, or that if I am not bilengual, I have no chance to be hired by them (I was told at several places, If I am not french, to practically "GTFO"). Other places, when I try to follow up with them, give my the response "Don't call us, we'll call you." This is a large reason for my depression, being treated in this biased manner.

Honestly guys, I do not know what to do anymore. I need help.

My phone number is (506) 542-9729. I cannot afford long disance charges, so you'll have to call me. But that costs you money, so I know nobody will call, but still I will put it here regardless in case someone can. I am in need of someone to talk to now.

Suicide really hunter?

bro you have to keep you chin up,because beyond your gaming life is reality.

it seems to me that you need to grasp life and clinch it with you willpower.

the willpower to survive.

i was raised in the ghetto dude..i sold drugs from 10 to 23 years old.

Also was a drug addict because i looked at life the way you did.

I been trought a lot of shit bro so from me to you i'm saying DONT GIVE UP , KEEP HOLDIN ON.

i've been clean and legit for 3 years and i FEEL WAY BETTER then when i was depressed.

I Pushed hard man...pushed so hard until somthing came around.

I live in moncton right now, i'm willing to talk to my lady to see if we can help you move here.

but you if do...were gonna wake up early in the mornings to find you work.

we have plenty of english districts because moncton is 75% english with dieppe is a mostly a french district.

PLZ reply asap...find out about bus fares...get yo momma to help for the ticket.

move here...il set you up on the couch for now....

if you can get a job...we wont charge you rent man....jsut work..get your money right.

find yourself a spot to live after and boom a starting point back to life.

no one can't say I ain't a caring dude...

so get at me as soon as possible man.Il talk over details privately like address and phone number.

tada here u go we care for u bro..
Man, take advantage of the opportunity hes given you <object class="emojione" data="https://resources.enjin.com/1489581540/themes/core/images/emojione/svg/1f642.svg?0" type="image/svg+xml" standby=":)">:)</object> If needed maybe we can help out a little with some bus fares/airfare if they are too much.
Mad respect omega.
Bus fare wouldn't be too much to get there would it? it doesnt seem too far away
I'd do the same. But im 16 <object class="emojione" data="https://resources.enjin.com/1489581540/themes/core/images/emojione/svg/1f61b.svg?0" type="image/svg+xml" standby=":p">:p</object> lol
HK please if you read this iv been missing you on here please try to get back on so we can talk, dont commit suicide thats the LAST thing to do, as everyones saying keep your chin up, lifes hard itll come your way and youll look at this and laugh so please dont regret something and just keep living on no matter how bad it is <3
Dude, man up and enlist. It's a last resort, but from the looks of things, you're at the lowest point in your entire life. So stop pussy footing around and enlist. You're a smart kid, they will take you and sure the pays not that great but at least you have something to do. What do you have to lose? And if they don't take you, even the army, then you're a lost cause and should just irl ragequit anyway.

You're 21, smart, kind, and have a highschool diploma. Go join up!!!

and omega, I'm dumbstruck with awe