If you looked at your ban message you would see that you were banned for destroying a large amount of a house and as that is griefing there is no reason I can see you coming back.
i realize that you will still hold me accountable for the action though as its stated in the rules. but maybe you could ban me for a month or so as i have donated 40$ and it seems to me a waste of money to not benefit from my investment in some small way.